Everyone in the entire world had internships except for me and this guy I had a huge crush had rejected my advance to hang out for the umpteenth time and I just slid onto the floor and sobbed for a minute or two and called my mom. But then I bought a Chick-fil-A milkshake at the Hub, so everything was better.
Seeing my friends actually amounting to something- becoming amazing people, talented individuals who I know are going to do something important in the world… is really just showing me just how much of a failure I am. Of how I’ll probably live in my hometown forever, alone, and worthless. And although I’ll forget about these feelings in a couple of days, sooner or late they’ll come back and I’ll remember again just how much I suck. ;u;
done and done
I’m staying with my grandparents, aunt and my 5 year old cousin this summer to take some classes at the local college .. I hate it. My cousin is such a brat… All I want to do is go back to UF :( I miss my friends, good classes, and having the freedom to talk at a normal volume after 8:00pm. 58 days till the Fall semester starts. I can’t fucking wait